A glimpse of my ttcian side :)

As-salam 

Hye there

I dah lama juga tak cerita pasal kami kat sini kan? Sekarang I aktif kat blog ttc I tu. So yeah, no babies photos here yet. Heheh.

Talking about being a ttcian, I have no regrets. The road was less taken. However after trolling along this road, we realize that there are other people who can troll together with us. Mainly we share experiences, tears and joys. We are so happy to know when a ttcian friend successfully conceived. We pray the best for them. I have never thought that I can be ecstatic over hearing a stranger's pregnancy. But yeah, that is our culture now.

Outside our community, the world has been good to us. I mean, we always think about the positive side of every questions. If being asked "Dah ada anak?" that would mean people are still care to know. I thanked them and ask for their prayers :) If being told, "Kamu tak pandai buat tu" or "Janganlah tunggu lama-lama. Dah tua lagi susah nak mengandung". Yup, it does sting but usually I would just laugh it off and pray so that they would understand ;) Plus only the elders have the guts to say such stuff. So, yeah. Takkan nak melawan pulak kan? Chillax sudah. Hehe.

On the bright side, I am now more aware of my body condition, about discharges and what do they mean, about treatments and how they work, about supplements and how do they help in conceiving, all the jargons.  Still, sometimes I got confused because sometimes there is the denial or hope arise for wanting to conceive so badly. Contohnya, ada blood spotting on the day aunt flo (period) should come. Was that period or implantation bleeding? Macam tu la lebih kurang.

All in all, I am so blessed with a wonderful husband who has never questioned our fate. Anak tu rezeki, rezeki dari Allah. Kadang rasa sedih tu datang bila orang tanya dia pasal anak. Kalau org tanya I, I ok je. Funny.

Wrapping things up, I hope people can be more sensitive towards us, ttcians. We would appreciate your prayers. By saying sensitive bukanlah nak ucapan sabar or sympathy. Maybe empathy would be great. Believe us, just because we didn't tell what we have been through does not mean we didn't do anything about it. "Aku dengar makcik dekat sini ni pandai mengurut. Apa kata kau cuba?" sounds thousands times better than "Ko tak pergi berurut ke?" or "Ko tak pergi jumpa doktor?" Just my two cents.

Ok lah. Nak tukar mode jadi surirumah balik. :) 

Suami nak balik makan ni.

Jangan nakal-nakal ye.

*tetiba jangan nakal. Please please please, kamu jangan nakal.. Lol*

Till then.

Daa~