: a lesson learned, a moment cherished and a thought to be shared with you.

as-salam

hye there.

It has been some time since my last post. Ah. At this point of time I miss hubby so very much. Yes. So very much.. (grammatical error made? I seriously don't care..) and I just sent him to the bus station only a while ago. Sobs. This week particularly has its own meaning to me. 

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Flashback.

A friend of mine has this prob of being possessed about 4 weeks ago and she has only started working on last Monday. Then there's this experience driving with her alone, in the dark, around 10 pm where I actually talk to 'it', and being told that "Anis, ko baca salah tu" while reciting Ayatul Kursi, and yes, "aku suka dia sebab.. this & that". So, u got what I mean?

Since I thought it was just an after effect of her treatment, my bestie & I just let it loose.. until last Friday. It was the climax where it went berserk and doesn't want to be released from my friend.  Originally, I was planning to go back since hubby has been asking "Ada kat mana, Dah kat mana etc. etc." since I'm not at home even at 9pm. My bestie said that she wants to go out of the vicinity just to release her stress and she invited this girl to go with her along with a male colleague. On our way out, she was throwing tantrums in my bestie's car and it claimed that it has been with her for the longest time so on and so forth. Luckily we managed to go to the nearest Masjid that night.

And yes, I was affected a bit too. The feeling was somewhat overwhelming. I just can't control myself from being too emotional. I felt so sad, angry and lazy without any reason. Ayatul Kursi? I just can't read it at that time even when I was holding an Alma'thurat.

It ended halfway as I asked hubby and bro to fetch me. They brought Mum too. We went back before my friend does. My bestie just had to stay as Boss (who was also there) restricted her to come over to our house.

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We went back to hubby's kampung on Saturday evening. Earlier today he brought me to meet up with an old man to treat me, who happened to be his uncle - not a close one, though. That man gave me tips of how to take care of ourselves when we go to a new place or in such cases. 

Think back, he was fooling around with me. I heard Mum asked him to bring me to be treated. When I asked, he said, "Sayang sakit ke? Sayang sakit apa?" and I was like.. "Dia ni dah kenapa. Tak kan aku nak cakap aku kena rasuk kot, padahal aku pun tak tau ape yang sebenarnya berlaku kat aku ni. Eish." - of course, it was just a monologue. ;) 


I even felt that he should be more proactive. Ada jugak rasa, entah-entah dia in denial isteri dia jadi camni. (Tak baik betul bersangka buruk kat suami) "I tak serius pun, tapi ada jugak ape.." Then, suddenly  he said, "Jom" & I asked, "Jom ke mana?" "Pergi berubat" "Sapa sakit?" so on and so forth. Saja nak bagi dia tau I geram. 


But seeing him smiling, makes me feel somewhat being rest assured that things has been taken care of. Cakap nak pergi je pun hati perempuan ni dah berbunga-bunga. Belum pergi lagi tu~ Sayang jugak laki aku ni kat aku. ;p

The most precious moment for me was after Asar prayer - after we went back from Pak Tua's house. He looked at me deeply and just hugged and kissed me in the forehead and said.. oh well, things.. Aih. The feeling is definitely something I would cherish my whole life, insyaAllah. 

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As for the tips, maybe you can do it as your daily amalan, 

1) Baca selawat dalam no ganjil. let it be 1 or 3 or 33... up to you.

2) Baca surah at-Tin ayat 4. (laqod kholaknal insana fi ahsan ni taqwim) *will change to a jawi writings, insyaAllah*  maksudnya, "Sesungguhnya kami telah menjadikan manusia dengan sebaik2 kejadian."

3) Kalau you tengah pegang air time tu, u minum air tu. if not, telan air liur je pun boleh. yes. l.i.t.e.r.a.l.l.y.

Amalkan. InsyaAllah selamat. Tapi yang penting kena yakin, ok. Yang penting, jangan pulak u fikir, oh, ayat ni untuk mengelakkan gangguan. Nanti salah niat, even ayat Quran pun boleh jadi sihir tau. Kita baca sebab kita yakin manusia tu sebaik-baik kejadian, maka makhluk lain sebenarnya tidaklah lebih berkuasa daripada manusia melainkan dengan izin Allah s.w.t. 

Ayat tambahan, amalkan surah 3 kul, especially Al-Falaq. Of course, ayatul Kursi pun banyak khasiatnya. Bila baca jangan laju-laju.

Mohon yang lebih mengetahui untuk share juga, ye ;) kita sama-sama belajar untuk tambah ilmu kita ;)

K la

Esok kerja. Yup Yup. Esok saya kerja. huhuh!

Till then

Daa~

: sunday the 20th. (20112011)

as-salam
hye there

Hari ni I tak buat pape pun. Duduk rumah bermalas-malasan. Seronok jugak. Layankan si Adam. Mandikan dia, bagi dia makan, main dengan dia - laptop I abes kena bang. Tengah tengok Secret Garden pun kena pause untuk bagi dia bang laptop. Mommy dia bagi main iPad. Tu yang dia ingat semua screen is touch screen. Usia (usia la kan.. umur cam tak masuk plk) Adam & my wedding is about the same. Adam was born on 14th, exactly on our 6th Anniversary, & we got married on the 18th. That's why AntiNis is very much attached to him (and sometimes he makes auntiNis wants to give him a cuzzy. Haha. Takpela. Practice with Adam first)

Tomorrow is another working day. Sangat malas especially bila docs yang bos mintak hilang masa pindah-pindah office hari tu. haish.

K la

Till then

Baru terhegeh-hegeh nak email bos.

Daa~

: Ngeng.

as-salam
hye there

Hm. Cerita nenek Kamsia dah habis. Lama jugak I follow. Terina kasih la Pn Hani. Sekarang I macam dah takde bahan bacaan petang-petang lagi dah. Nasib baik hari ni Naruto keluar. ;)

Suami saya sibuk bekerja. Nak setelkan kerja hujung tahun which due hujung bulan ni. Sabar saja lah si isteri ini. 

Semakin ramai yang getting pregnant. Congrats! I'm so happy for you. Me? Another missed. Haha. but then I think I da semakin faham badan I kot. Semacam dah pandai nak tunjuk tanda-tanda ovulasi (kununn~)  Dulu takde pulak cram sana sini. Maybe timing je tak tepat ;) Agaknya laa. Sepanjang 8 bulan ni, ada la 2 kali I rasa I sepatutnya dah "dapat". Rasa je laaa. Hehe. 

Aih. Tak boleh nak tipu kan, ada rasa pressure sikit. Tambah dengan sebak lagi. Hubby tak cakap pape. Dia seperti biasa, berlagak biasa, dalam hati dia tak tau la pulak, kan ;) 

Ok la. Ok la. Malas nak cerita lagi pasal ni. Emo terus jadinya. Apesal entah. Hehe. Bos, cepatlah bagi saya cuti hari Sabtu. Saya rasa seperti loser kerja long hours ni, tahu. *macam la bos baca blog ni. ngeng. hahaha ;p*

So, ok la. Nak baca Naruto ni. Take care tau korang! *tetibe suh orang take care plk dah.*

Till then

Daa~

: aku dan bos. a blessing in disguise?

as-salam
hye there

I'm still at my office right now. Penat gile kot!~ Sebab tu la I tak update-update blog nih. Siang keje sampai malam, malam yang berbaki sikit lagi tu I gunakan untuk menyambung silaturrahim pulak. Gi umah kazen la, gi umah member laa. 

*Tunggu la hubby jadi roommate, tak dapat lagi nak merempat-merempat crash kat umah orang lain lagi. hee~*

Cakap pasal tu, 11/11/11 - I hantar surat resign lepas delay dalam masa sebulan. Bos I buat cool je kunun. Lepas tu I cakap la I suka kerja I sekarang, even balik lambat ke apa ke, tapi disebabkan hubby tak dapat pindah sini, I kena pindah sana. Bos tanya, "hubby kerja mana?". I jawab la kat mana, kan. Then bos kata, "I ada kawan kot kat sana. Tunggu kejap." Beliau terus call kawan dia - who is a senior officer kat dalam organization tempat hubby kerja. "You simpan je la surat you tu. Kawan I cakap dalam organization diorang tu, nak pindah-pindah memang mudah sangat. Dah kahwin lagi la senang. Ok la. Nanti bagi details hubby you kat I, I bagi kat kawan I. Bagi cepat eh. Sementara masih panas lagi isu ni."

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Nak dijadikan cerita, bos dengan I takdelah baik sangat. In fact, pernah je kitorang berbulu dengan each other. Pernah je I kena sound gilo-gilo. Tapi lately, lepas I mintak tukar department, kitorang macam ok. Boleh gelak-gelak. Boleh borak-borak (dia la borak. I dengar je). So bila dia cakap nak tolong, I tak sangka la jugak. Dalam hati berbelah bahagi jugak. Antara nak hubby pindah sini & I yang dah semakin dapat menerima yang kitorang akan pindah ke sana. Tiba-tiba rasa sayang rumah hubby tu bagi kat orang lain untuk duduk. Ntahlah. Banyak pulak 'pro & con' nya

So tadi bos kata dia dah hantar detail hubby kat kawan dia. Kita tunggulah macam mana nanti. I berbelah bahagi jugak ni. Haish. Baik I diam je & tunggu result daripada hubby.

Cerita lain, bos sekarang dah mellow sikit dah. I buat silap dia tak marah. Pastu dah ada assistant, kira ok sket la. Cuma, assistant I ni tak cekap lagi. So pening jugaklah nak mengajar dia nih. Dia sedara bau-bau bacang dengan bos. Tapi I peduli apa, dah duk under my wings, haruslah perform ikut standard I, kan. Takdelah sampai maki, tapi ceramah/syarah/bebel/menceceh sume tu ada la dia kena. Sampai I pun dapat rasa dia punya stress. Hehe. Klaka betul. Luckily she's getting better. ;)

K la.

I dah malas nak kerja hari ni.

I nak balik dah la.

Nak layan Secret Garden.

Gambar amek dari SINI!

Till then

Daa~

: My 1st ever wordless Friday.

as-salam
hye there

Malas nak tag blog. Maybe lainkali je.

K la

Till then

Daa~

: nak cerita, tapi segan. cemano tu?

as-salam

hye there

I am in happy mode. Hari ni berbahagia je sebab bos takde. Nothing compared to the last 14 hectic & crazy days & nights. Grand finale, semalam raced from KL to KLIA in 1 hour flat. Nasib baik tak banyak kereta. Just a small hiccup after Putrajaya toll.

Lagi best bila dapat tau I da boleh online dalam office. So far walaupun hujan lebat kat luar, line internet ok lagi. Tak sia-sia bos pasang gigantic dish kat belakang tu. *oh. macam dah puji terlalu awal je*

Hubby dengan I ok je. Dia dah nak balik raya la katakan. Hehe. *rindu!* 

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Aha, BTW, I tau dah apa yang I nak share. Semalam I baca post Mantot. Post dia tu kita dah tau. I nak komen pasal komen-komen pembaca dia tu. I pun ada komen. Sapa dapat teka yang mana 1 komen I? Yang pastinya I tak komen pasal suami I ke apa, ok. Ada sorang tu nama sama dengan I. So baik cakap awal-awal tu bukan I. 

Bagi yang malas nak klik link tu, I pendekkan. Mantot ni ada cakap pasal "isteri kena tolong suami masa berpantang" - response dia untuk berita bapak rogol baby umur 23 hari tu la.

Ramai yang salah anggap ayat dia, maka jadi salah faham.

I bukan nak back up dia, tapi, pernah tak u all terfikir, masa berpantang, suami u masih mempunyai gelora di hati beliau? Kalau yang kuat iman, insyaAllah dapat tahan. Tapi yang tak berapa tu? Kita nak biar dia 'makan luar' ke? 

Motif I sekarang ialah kita kena la bersedia untuk menolong suami masa kita berpantang nanti. Caranya? Kalau berani u tanya la orang tua-tua. Kalau tak, cari lah kitab. Shortest cut may be - tanya kat hubby u terus je. Dia nak macam mana nanti. Mana tau dia da research awal lagi. :)

I? So far I belum tanya hubby apa-apa lagi. Thanks to Mantot I da start terfikir apa nak buat. Nanti la, masa-masa santai, boleh borak-borak dengan hubby. Nak present & propose kat hubby untuk approval or maybe I just make it a surprise.

penyeri meja I kat office ;)

K la. 

Nak bersiap-siap balik rumah.

Hari ni ada 2 housemates baru ;)

Member I pulak takde.

Huhuh.

Daa~